Tuesday, April 10, 2012

A Paper I Wrote...

Moral Problems with the Death Penalty in the Military -
Specifically in the Case of Robert Bales

Staff Sergeant Robert Bales is currently on trial and may receive the death penalty for his crime. Bales is accused of going into an Afghan village in the middle of the night, breaking into homes and opening fire on the families inside the homes. He is charged with killing four women and nine children. He is accused of setting them on fire after killing them. Bales supposedly surrendered to coalition services after this event happened. Now he states that he cannot remember the time during killings. He can only recall events before and after. Staff Sergeant Bales should not receive the death sentence, even if proven guilty, as Bales is not entirely to blame for his actions.

            A United States Code of Crimes and Criminal Procedure, in reference to war crimes, seems solid, but it does not give room for the circumstances of Robert Bales' situation. Section 2441 of War Crimes says: "(a) Offense - Whoever, whether inside or outside the United States, commits a war crime, in any of the circumstances described in subsection (b), shall be fined under this title or imprisoned for life or any term of years, or both, and if death results to the victim, shall also be subject to the penalty of death...the person committing such war crime or the victim of such war crime is a member of the Armed Forces of the United States...willfully kills or causes serious injury to civilians" (Find Law, 2012). He is a physically injured man who was driven insane by these injuries and the war. If the military had not sent him back in his condition, this never would have happened.

            Although Staff Sergeant Bales faces six counts of attempted murder and six counts of assault, he should not be sentenced to death because he is trained to kill. The U.S. puts a common man in this position and a common man has a resistance to killing. In his book, On Killing, Lt. Col. Dave Grossman discusses the psychological cost of soldiers being conditioned to kill. He says, "There can be no doubt that this resistance to killing one's fellow man is there...It is there, it is strong..." (Grossman, 1995). All soldiers are trained to kill. The United States military puts them into a war zone, and before doing so they teach them how to survive by killing. "The method used to train today's soldiers is nothing more than application of conditioning techniques to develop a reflexive 'quick shoot' ability" (Grossman, 1995). The soldiers train in foxholes using man-shaped targets at different ranges within a wooded terrain. Bales was conditioned to kill and he should not be held fully responsible to the point of death for lack of knowing when to hold back.

            Robert Bales was conditioned to kill and the United States needs to accept the responsibility for his lack of moral judgment. "We can, and have, conditioned soldiers to kill - they are eager and willing and trust our commands. But in doing so we have not made them capable of handling the moral and social burdens of these acts, and we have a moral responsibility to consider the long-term effects of our commands" (Grossman, 1995). The word morals is defined as "the embodiment or type of something" (Dictionary.com, 2012). Robert Bales simply embodied what he had become, a soldier trained to kill.

            Robert Bales was a great man before he became a soldier and that accounts to the military affecting the change in his demeanor. Bales joined the military to protect his family, friends and his country (Associated Press, 2012). This is why most soldiers join the military, for family and for freedom. Bales was described as a good man by friends in his home town of Norwood, Ohio. He comes from a large family. He has a family. His wife and two kids are in shock that these charges are placed against him. Karilyn, his wife, said that she and other family members reported that this is "completely out of character of the man I know and admire" (Associated Press, 2012). Even the court records show that Bales "had commendations for good conduct after four tours in Iraq" (Associated Press, 2012). There is no doubt that placing a common and cordial man in the midst of a warzone changes him.

            Staff Sergeant Bales was already on his fourth tour of duty and he believed he was done fighting when the military called him back for more and compromised his mental well-being. In the short story "The Things They Carried," author Tim O'Brien opens our minds as to how heavy the mental weight of war is on a soldier. The story says, "They carried all the emotional baggage of men who might die. Grief, terror, love, longing - these were the intangibles, but the intangibles had their own mass and specific gravity, they had tangible weight" (O'Brien, 1990). The weight of the emotion and the mental grief is heavier than any other weight a soldier carries. The emotional and mental damage that is done to a soldier at war cannot be argued.

             Robert Bales had previous injuries from another tour in Iraq that affected his mental state; the United States military should be held responsible for sending him back to war when they knew this was the case. Bales suffered a head injury and a foot injury. Bales did not expect to be sent back to war. He was in a healing process that the military interrupted when they called him into another tour.

            The United States Army has supposed high standards for keeping up on behavioral health, therefore they should have been able to diagnose and treat Bales for his health issue. Post traumatic stress disorder is common in many army soldiers. "PTSD is a condition where the war events...continue to affect a person...Symptoms of PTSD include nightmares, flashbacks, feeling revved up or irritable, feeling numb..." (Army Behavioral Health, 2010). This sounds very similar to how Robert Bales was feeling. On an Army Behavioral website they say that about one-third of soldiers returning home from war receive mental health care in the year that follows their return. 10-15% of those soldiers are at risk for post traumatic stress disorder (Army Behavioral Health, 2010). The Army healthcare providers are trained to diagnosis and treat these cases. The people who ran his post deployment health assessment clearly did not do a good assessment. They overlooked his condition.

            Robert Bales was said to have been drinking the evening that he went into the village and opened fire; this affected his instable state even further. The United States Army Behavior website says that, "Soldiers with PTSD symptoms may use alcohol to try to alleviate other symptoms. However, it only makes things worse" (Army Behavioral Health, 2010). Bales was already impaired. Alcohol increased the symptoms of his PTSD. This could be the cause of his blacking out during the times of the attack.

            The United States military allows soldiers with Post Traumatic Stress Disorder to serve more time at war allowing room for error such as this. On the Army Behavioral Health website it states, "...most soldiers diagnosed with PTSD are treated and can remain on active duty...Our intention is to return soldiers back to duty" (Army Behavioral Health, 2010). That statement is made about treated soldiers. The United States Army is desperate for people to serve and they pay no mind that the person may have suffered mentally or physically. Bales was so much worse off as a soldier left untreated and therefore the U.S. Army created room for this offense.

            Soldiers returning home from war are not treated as they should be for the PTSD. When I was communicating with a wife of an Active Duty Combat Engineer, who just returned from a tour in Afghanistan, she said, "...I do know that PTSD is a big issue and it's not fun for the soldier or the family - sometimes soldiers get pushed to the side..." (B. Cones, personal communication, March 28, 2012). She lives on Fort Stewart and she told me a story of a soldier who went into the hospital and held people at gun point because every time he would ask people to help him with his PTSD he was pushed away. "By no means am I saying what he did was right but he had severe PTSD and is now getting the treatment he needed to begin with..." (B. Cones, March 28, 2012). Without treatment of this disease drastic things will happen.

            Placing the death sentence on Staff Sergeant Robert Bales will do nothing for what the United States military helped to plant in him. Bales is in no way innocent. However, his crimes should be treated for what they are: mental instability. He should serve the time for this crime in an incarcerated mental facility. The United States needs to take a closer look at their post deployment health assessments. Military doctors and civilian doctors must take the time to serve those who have served them and their country to the extreme. The United States needs to accept responsibility for what they helped to create. "But if a society prepares a soldier to overcome his resistance to killing and places him in an environment in which he will kill, then that society has an obligation to deal forthrightly, intelligently, and morally with the result and its repercussions upon the soldier and the society" (Grossman, 1995). The U.S. military is in no way fully to blame for this. However, if the U.S. justice system makes Robert Bales take full responsibility for his crimes through capital punishment, then society needs to open their eyes to the moral issues that were the underlying cause of all his actions.





Works Cited




Dictionary.com.

27 March 2012. .



Associated Press. "Afghan Killings Suspect Recalls Little of Incident; Owed $1.5 Million for Securities Fraud." 20 March 2012. Fox News.com.




O'Brien, Tim. "The Things They Carried." New York: Houghton Mifflin, 1990.



Grossman, Lt. Col. Dave. On Killing - The Psychological Cost of Learning to Kill in War and Society. New York: Hachette Book Group, 1995.



U.S. Army Medical Department Army Behavioral Health. Office of the Army Surgeon General, Public Affairs, and Directorate of Information Management, Fort Detrick, Md.

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Martinez, Luis. "Sgt. Robert Bales Officially Charged for Afghan Massacre."  23 March 2012. ABC News.com.

27 March 2012. .



Cones, Britt. Personal Interview. 28 March 2012.


(Hope you guys don't take too much offense. It was fun to write. I felt like I was his lawyer, fighting his case. I have a feeling I should get a pretty good grade on this one =)

Friday, January 27, 2012

My Troubles...

It's not that I think I'm dying of cancer. It's not that I think I feel worse than them. But I do feel horrible. And I do sometimes feels like I could be dying. I'd say about 75% of the time, my stomach hurts. I don't want to eat anything (although I do). Because I know that if I eat anything (even good things like bananas, rice, boneless skinless chicken breasts, applesauce, a pb sandwich), it's going to affect me. There is NOTHING that doesn't come straight back out. I know this is gross, so don't read if you don't want. But I just have diarrea all the time. This is NOT normal. I should be able to eat something. I should have some relief at some point. But I don't. I was good when I was pregnant/breastfeeding but that's because you have like super human health during that time. But since November of this year, I haven't had one normal bowel movement. So I need to cry it out sometimes. And I do, quite frequently. You say, "Go to a doctor." I would've sooner but I didn't have insurance until this month and it's not even real insurance. You say, "Go now." I can't get an appt until March for just a primary visit. In the past they did all kinds of tests and couldn't find anything. But there has to be SOMETHING going on here. I'm not throwing up, I'm not bleeding. I do bruise easily. I do have diarrea every night. I am only 92lbs. I was 98lbs in November. I was 100lbs at the beginning of the year. And to tell you the truth, 105lbs is really the biggest I've been since I was pregnant. It does ruin my life. It does run my life. I would rather just be with Jesus in heaven at this point, seriously though. And I know it sounds like I'm quitting, but I'm not. I just have no idea what to do anymore. I sit here crying. My daughter comes up to me and says, "Okay?" I have to say, "yes." Because the one time I said "no, not okay" to her, she started crying too. This is just no way to live...

Sunday, January 15, 2012

Tracts for Ministry


Well, I have yet to get one response from anybody about my new ministry mentioned last week. I'm not giving up on this ministry though. Here ^^ are the tracts I ordered. I got them in the mail yesterday. 50 tracts. This doesn't go far in a public setting but it will go far door-to-door. I haven't quite decided what I want to start with yet. It's difficult to start when I have no volunteers. This saddens me slightly.

(Refer to post from January 8th to get more details on how to help!) 

A few thoughts I jotted down from my pastor's message today:
Proverbs 29:18a "Where there is no vision, the people perish."
"You have a chance to change eternity." What are you going to do about it?
On how it feels to share about Jesus..."It's like faith on steroids."
"It's never too late to become the person God wants you to be."
The ones that spoke to me most..."Dream a big dream. Pray a big prayer...achieve it!" and "Are we praying big, hairy, audacious prayers; or are we being cliche?" 
I have a vision. I have a chance to change eternity. I love the "high" I get just thinking about sharing my faith let alone actually doing it. I'm going to become the person God wants me to be. I've dreamed big; I'm praying big, hairy, audacious prayers. Now, I need to achieve it. And I still need help...

Sunday, January 8, 2012

Door-to-Door Ministry

I know it sounds oh-so-scary (I'm shaky just thinking about it and writing this), but we have the power. We have God's power. We have the Holy Spirit. I know Albuquerque is a somewhat ghetto and freaky place, but...they need Jesus too! For a few months now I have been talking about wanting to start this and I finally will. Once again, this is not in conjunction with my church. This is in conjunction with Christ. All my friends, from any church, are welcome. I am not doing this to get more people to come to Sagebrush (although I do love my church), but rather to tell people there is a heaven and there is a hell. If they were to die today, they will go to one or the other. Which one will they choose?
This verse spoke to me so much that it pushed me to finally do this:
2 Timothy 3:1-5a "But mark this: There will be terrible times in the last days. People will be lovers of themselves, lovers of money, boastful, proud, abusive, disobedient to their parents, ungrateful, unholy, without love, unforgiving, slanderous, without self-control, brutal, not lovers of the good, treacherous, rash, conceited, lovers of pleasure rather than lovers of God - having a form of godliness but denying it's power. The last part spoke to me most. Why would I want to deny the power God has put in me?
Mark 10:21b " 'One thing you lack', He said. 'Go sell everything you have and give to the poor, and you will have treasure in heaven. Then come, follow me.'"
Is Jesus really asking too much as He did die for you and me? No...I don't think so.
I want to follow God with wreckless abandonment like the disciples did. I want to be extraordinary with God rather than ordinary without Him.
I want to have resolve. Who else wants that? I need help. I can't do it alone. I mean...I really can't.

I've ordered 50 tracts about salvation to get the ball rolling. I will print out a Google map of the area I want to start in.
It will be Friday nights at 6pm. For 1 hour a week.
I would like to start this ASAP, but it will take about 1-2 weeks before the tracts come in. If you're interested, FB me. Or email me at kveronica86@yahoo.com. Or call/text me at 505-615-9543. Or post a comment on this blog.

Tuesday, January 3, 2012

Definitely Long Time No Blog

I guess the only thing there is to say...A lot has changed in life. Everyone knows I'm a stay at home mom right now. I'm struggling with it. I honestly admire the mom who stays at home and truly just loves it to death. This is the hardest job I have ever had. I'm actually going to be going back to work soon though, Lord willing. Not because I don't absolutely love my daughter but for other reasons. 1. I love having a job. It means interaction with other adults. 2. Autumn needs interactions with kids. I try to have baby dates but it just doesn't happen often enough for her. 3. Bills...need I say more? and 4. We want to buy a house this summer.
In other news, I started another blog, which hopefully I will be able to keep up with a lot more than this one. I used to be better. I'll try harder ;o)
Here's a cute little pic of Autumn (in case you don't have Facebook and see the pictures I upload all the time on there)....
Isn't she a doll?!

Thursday, August 18, 2011

Stay at Home/Working Mommy

I just love it! I missed my little one so much! So Brent and I decided to share the work load. I work Monday, Friday and Saturday now.
I love watching my little one grow! It's amazing to see how much they can learn in just a few weeks. She is getting so BIG! I can't believe my 4lb. 4oz. girl is now 20lb! Ack...so killing me here. And with the growth come the 'tude. You other moms know what I'm talking about. The scream every time she doesn't get her way or throwing food 'tude. She is such a fiery, little red head already! She has such a big personality. I can't wait to see where it takes us.
Brent's school is going great. Just a few years left. Oh, I really can't wait till he's done. It's hard on him and hard on the family really. Less snuggle time together...sad. =( But this is making our lives so much better for the future.
I've been with First Financial Credit Union for a year now. I still love it! I have such an amazing boss and so many friends there. Seriously, I could see myself there for a long time. Yes, my dream is to be a stay-at-home mommy, but I'll probably keep on working through the kinder years.
As for the question people seem to be asking me more and more lately, no kids in the immediate future. We're not talking kids for at least another year. Ack...Autumn is still a BABY for crying out loud. It makes me sad when people ask when I'm having another baby. I still have a baby. =)

Sunday, July 10, 2011

Working/Stay at Home


Hooray for this! I will no longer be a full-time working mom. Only part-time. Getting closer to living the dream of a full-time stay at home mom. Hooray! I know all you mothers out there understand my hoorah. Only because yes, we get annoyed with our kids when we are with them 24/7 but is there truly any better place to be? Honestly? ...nope, didn't think so. My husband is such a great man. He is really understanding of Autumn's needs as well as my own. She needs her mommy. Seriously though...let me tell you...the minute I walk in the door from work, she will no longer accept daddy's arms. It's mommy only. And she starts clapping, blowing me kisses and giving me big grins as soon as she sees me. It makes my heart jump and at the same time breaks it because I know I'm missing out on her joyful expressions for about 7-8 hours of the day!
Anyways...
Brent started another semester in school. He has one year down and about 3 more to go. You go, baby! I'm very proud of him because I know how difficult it is. Then again, if I could go back to school, I would. I miss it. What would I study you ask? I would go for Family Studies, Early Childhood Development.
Okay, above is an updated pic of Autumn in case you don't have Facebook and don't see all the amazing pictures I put up, haha.

Wednesday, February 23, 2011

Cake Face...or not so much



This little girl's birthday was a blast! I love this picture because this is the messiest her face got. She is my little princess. I mean, I literally call her princess. But her actions made me nickname her such. She wouldn't even touch the cake at first. She was so...delicate with it. It was incredibly cute though, seeing as how all the babies I have ever seen have been a total mess after their first bite of cake. She had a bigger smash cake that I made just for her. But she caught a glimpse of her cousin's Elmo cupcake and she wouldn't take the smash cake. She wanted an Elmo cupcake! We really appreciate all the family and friends that came to help celebrate.

I am in the running for yet another position at work. I know...I move too much. But this is another move up and I really hope I get this one. I love where I am though so if I don't get this position...not the end of the world. It would mean a raise though so...we're praying.

Hubby is almost finished with yet another semester. His semesters go every 2 months. So he's been in quite a few classes. I can't keep up anymore. But his final for Engineering is this week and then he moves on to English and Psychology. Needless to say, he's quite busy. But life is fun!

Wednesday, February 9, 2011

To the Void

I was included in the monthly newsletter at work. It was a Valentine's newsletter, of course. So they put a picture of my hubby and me in there along with a little story of us. There were other people in there too. The stories were all so cute! Sorry...romantic here. And although I know people get annoyed with the whole commercialism on Valentine's day, I think it is a good day to celebrate when you are married, especially if you have kids. Yes, a couple should be showing their love year round to one another. But is there anything wrong with having a day that's made for it? No...it's a free pass for men. The rest of the year, men may not buy their women chocolate and roses, but this day...they know that they'll earn big points if they do. Plus, romance does have a tendency to dwindle once you've been in a relationship for awhile (once again, especially with kids in the pictures). So why not use this day as an excuse to get away from your kiddos and romance each other?

Okay...finished on that there. I was also featured for my Cupcake Pops, which is not an original idea of mine. They are Martha Stewart's idea. I give credit where credit is due. They are fab. The only thing is...I was featured and they said they would use a picture of my work, but instead they used a picture of another girl who had tried them and it looked dumb. Like I said, credit where credit is due. Mine looked better, thanks. (See post from August 10, 2010 for proof.) I was kinda irritated. Oh well. I don't want my name stuck to something that doesn't look like my work. How can I promote my baking to people that way? Oh well...I only voice it here because nobody from work is likely to read my blog. In fact, I'm pretty sure I write to the void.

Hello and goodbye, Void.

Tuesday, February 8, 2011

Excited!


Because...I found out that my blog website is not blocked at work. I just thought I would give it a try. I'm tired of being sucked into reading ABCnews all day. That is pretty much the only website that works. But I'm glad I gave this one a shot. Now I can catch up on my sister's (April) blog and others. She's so faithful to blogging. It's just craziness.


New updates: Brent is doing better in school. He's learning how to manage his time. He was getting discouraged at the beginning of this semester because it was so difficult. He starts talking to me about his Engineering class and it sounds like Chinese to me. He starts talking about binary numbers and I'm just totally lost. He does cool things with voltages and stuff I don't understand. He works on a switch board, makes a light turn on and he is just so excited. I get happy for him too. But I don't exactly understand...


Autumn is doing pretty good. The little booger army crawls and rolls all over the place. She loves cheerios, pizza, mac n' cheese, and chicken nuggets. Yes...she is a normal kiddo. haha...ever since I changed her diet from baby food to adult food, she won't eat any fruits or veggies. Well, I did get some banana in her mouth the other day. But only because I ate half of it. I also made my own yogurt for her. (Thanks for the homemade baby food making book, Denny and Mom!) It was an apple and plum yogurt. So all I had to do was steam the apples and plums, mush them up and add plain yogurt. It was easy and she actually ate a little of it! My other attempt was a butternut squash pasta. That was a no go. One taste and her little nose scrunched up. I didn't think it was too bad though. Lacked a little flavor...


Autumn has two teeth on the bottom. But I can't stick my finger in her mouth to check on her other teeth anymore. She bites! And I mean hard! But I think she might look like a baby vampire because for some reason, those teeth look to be coming in first. Can't really tell though. Her first birthday is this Saturday and I'm so excited for all the family and friends coming to celebrate! My mommy and step-dad are driving in to town to help celebrate. This will be the first time since her birth that they will be able to hold her and play with her.


As for me...my life is pretty boring, but I love it! I work, go home and make dinner, play with my little lovey, and paint/watch TV once she goes to bed. My weekends are packed with the normal working mom stuff: grocery shopping, cleaning and playing some more with my little lovey. This is why I love my life. To keep it simple: my days are packed with work (not always fun), but my nights and weekends are packed with love (always fun)!

Sunday, January 16, 2011

Wow...Long Time, No Post...

Well, time for an update! Not that many people pay attention to this blog, but I figured I should update those family members of ours that do.
After living in Calven's house (my brother-in-law) for 7 months, rent free...we're blessed...we found the place God wanted us. We are now living in a nice little mobile, better than an apartment. Brent's parents bought us this temporary home (for which we are forever grateful). We pay our lot rent and other such bills monthly. We love it! It has just the right amount of space. It's a 3 bedroom 2 bath. It has a laundry room and a nice kitchen. We are all moved in. Now we are in the process of sprucing it up a bit. It is 15 years old. And if you know anything about mobile homes, you know that they depreciate with time. So...we're taking this on! With modern funiture and bold paint/curtain colors this place is looking better all the time.
Our work so far (besides cleaning): ripped up carpet in laundry room/back door entry. It smelled like cat. Also ripped up the carpet in the master's closet because this is where the cat's litter box must have been. It smelled horrible. Put some stuff on the floor called Killz and it completely fixed the smell. New curtains hung in living room and bedrooms. Master bathroom is painted and beautiful bright blue! Now getting to work on our bedroom (Japanese theme) with the colors tan and orange. Excited!
That's our life for now...will post more later...hopefully!

Tuesday, August 10, 2010

Cupcake Pops/Bites and Cake Bites











This is the long awaited simple recipe for the lovely little things. Lol! Pictures!!! And here is how they work:
Ingredients:
1 boxed cake mix (chocolate or red velvet are best)
1 can cream cheese frosting
chocolate bark
vanilla chocolate bark
decorations (m&ms, chocolate chips, sprinkles, or whatever you please!)
Directions:
1. Bake cake according to directions on box. Allow to cool. Crumble the cake up. Add can of cream cheese frosting to the cake crumbles. Roll into balls (about a tablespoon big). I cooled the mixture before trying to roll it...made it easier. And rinse your hands often. That makes it easier too.
2. Chill in freezer or refrigerator (freezer if in a hurry). If making the cupcake shape there is an extra step. After chilling, roll into log shape and chill again for awhile. Take the log shape and push it into a small flower or star shaped cookie cutter. This gives it that muffin top/ridged look for the "cupcake liner."
3. Melt the chocolate bark according to directions on the bag. If making the cake bites, just roll it around in the chocolate. You can use your hand or a spoon. A spoon is a little less messy =) If doing the cupcake bites, dip the bottom half ("liner") into the chocolate bark. And chill before dipping the top into the vanilla chocolate bark.
4. For either the cake or cupcake bites, make sure to decorate as you go, before the chocolate/vanilla bark has time to set. If making pops, did one lollipop stick end into chocolate bark and poke the bite.
5. Serve chilled =)



Cinnamon Rolls

Thanks to a friend I've never met, http://lindsayelaineadams.blogspot.com/, I have an EXTREMELY tasty cinnamon roll recipe for you all. Unfortunately no picture...these guys are huge though! Bigger than cinnabon! Amazing for the tongue too =)

Ingredients:
4 1/2 tsp dry yeast
1/3 cup sugar
2 cups warm water
1 tbsp salt
6 1/2 cups all-purpose flour
2 eggs
1/3 cup veggie oil

1/2 cup sugar
3/4 cup brown sugar
4 tbsp brown sugar
4 tbsp cinnamon
(I didn't have enough cinnamon for both this and the delish cinnamon vanilla frosting so I subbed in some nutmeg. So awesome! I'm a sucker for nutmeg. I put in almost a full tsp. Took out a tsp of cinnamon to put towards my frosting.)

Butter

Directions:
1. Dissolve yeast and 1/3 cup sugar in warm water. Stir in salt and 2 cups flour. Beat mixture for 2 minutes. Beat in eggs and oil. Stir in the remaining flour a 1/2 cups at a time, beating while after each addition.
2. When dough has pulled together, turn out onto floured surface and knead for about 5 minutes.
Cover and let rise in warm place until about double in size (40 minutes). In another bowl mix 1/2 cup sugar with brown sugar and cinnamon (and possibly nutmeg).
3. Roll out dough into large rectangle. Somewhat melt a little butter (use your own descretion as to how much). Use your hands to spread the butter over all the dough. Sprinkle cinnamon mixture all over dough. Roll into a large log. Cut into inch thick slices. Place into greased baking dish.
4. Bake in preheated 350 degree oven for about 30 minutes, until golden.

Glaze:
3 cups powdered sugar
1/2 tsp vanilla
1 tsp cinnamon
2 1/2 to 3 tbsp milk

Directions:
1. Mix together powdered sugar and cinnamon. Add in vanilla. Add milk in a tbsp at a time. Be careful with how much you add! Too much will make the frosting super runny.
Frost these fresh out of the oven...so tasty! Enjoy peeps!

Too Cute Tuesday

Haven't done it in awhile and I should...cuz my daughter is just TOO CUTE!!! =)

Wednesday, August 4, 2010

School and Such

Brent found, what we believe, is the perfect school. It's online. He can earn his Associate's in Computer Science in about 2 1/2 years. It's called Devry University. It is pretty awesome. It is also pretty expensive. Well...not in comparison to some schools. But in comparison to what my education cost me...expensive. He applied to the school and tomorrow he finds out what the next steps are: financial assistance and signing up for classes. We are praying that somehow he gets some grants or scholarships. We already have the FAFSA ready to go. But it wouldn't be enough. Things will be tight. Thank the Lord that for now we are living in Calvin's (brother-in-law) house for free. But that's only until December, at the latest. A student loan may be necessary. It's awesome that I work at a credit union where I can get an oh-so-awesome deal on a loan, but...Oh!...all donations from parents are greatly appreciated. lol! Thought I would throw that out since almost all my parents read this blog. Just keep in mind: this is to better our lives and it's only for a season. =)
Anywho...my new job is going great! I've never had a job where I worked with so many other Christians. It is so encouraging! It will definately "keep me on my toes" when it comes to living out my faith. It seems easier to me to live out my faith when I'm the only Christian around. You just naturally stand out. But when other Christians are living their faith too...hard. I now have accountability to shine as bright as they do. Do ya'll understand what I'm saying? Maybe it's the opposite for you? Brent said it's the opposite for him. What do you guys think?

Thursday, July 29, 2010

Angel Face


The new job is going great! It has definately been hard to be away from my sweet baby though. It was hard on her too. Last week she went 4 whole days without giving me a smile...just a grumpy face. Talk about hard on the heart! It broke mine. For the first couple of weeks, I cried every day I left. But how could I not? Have you seen that face?! Look up...adorable! So yes, I am a mother...I am hormonal...I cried. I still sometimes get teary. It's way easier now to leave her because I know she'll be with daddy all day. It really relieves stress. Not that I don't trust my sister or my father-in-law (babysitters for 2 weeks), but ya know...
So my little princess is growing! Although to a ton of people she still looks newborn. Nope! She is just long and thin...a model in the making. =) She also has such a little attitude sometimes! And she knows it...but it is totally cute at the same time. Here's a picture painted for you: she's mad, doesn't want to smile, but we tickle her...so she squeals a little and stuffs her smiling face into her washcloth (which is her fav toy, btw) so we can't see her smile. What a stinker!
She's also a blabber mouth, which comes from both Brent and me for sure...no hope there.
So Brent is currently in search of the best school he can find. If he can't find it this semester, CNM is it. But he's hoping to find an online school. Pray with us on this one. We really don't want to send Autumn to daycare. It really well...it's not an option. I don't want it to be anyways. I really don't like daycares. And for those of you who think it's my germaphobia talking...no. It's the fact that I think a baby needs to be held by her parents more than just a hour a day. I think that the ratio of sitter to baby is horrible in daycares...not enough people to give enough love to the little guys. Anywho...so we need prayer that he'll find the right school so he can stay home with Autumn and do school at the same time. =)
Well...that's my update! Enjoy all! haha!

Thursday, June 24, 2010

Long in Coming


Wow! It's been an incredibly long time since I have updated my blog. I guess I should. Our family is doing wonderful. Living in our brother's house is such a blessing! It's nice and roomy and rent free! I just wish it wasn't so temporary. I mean the house thing...rent is inevitable. Lol!

I'm currently in the process of looking for a job. Brent wants to go back to school full time in the fall. He's going to study computer programming. I fully support that! The house can wait...haha!

Autumn is getting big so fast. Although most will say she's still tiny, she's getting big in my eyes. I notice the leg rolls and her fingers getting pudgy. She talks all the time! And she still enjoys her tongue so much. Now she uses it to blow raspberries more than anything else. It's awesome! I love just sitting with her in the morning and talking to her. She likes to try to copy sounds I make and I love it! I have been wondering if she'll skip rolling over all together. She doesn't like her tummy. She doesn't mind rolling to the side but to get all the way over hasn't quite happened yet. Oh well...I'm sure it'll happen when I'm not looking. She's a ham like that.

So there's a quick update for ya'll who read this and don't know every detail of our lives already. I'll try to keep up from now on. Lol!


Tuesday, April 6, 2010

Too Cute Tuesday...

with my cousin Tara http://taytay9385.blogspot.com/ (loved your picture today, Tara!)
This was Autumn's special first Easter dress. Isn't she cute?! I know the tights are huge. They were the smallest ones we had too. But the little bloomers that went with it we WAY bigger than the tights. She had to have something to cover her little bottom! =)

Tuesday, March 30, 2010

Too Cute Tuesdays

Isn't he just too cute?! This is my nephew Memphis...making a dirty little mess. But I'm sure he had tons of fun doing it. I really wish I lived closer to my sister so I could enjoy moments like these with her. Lol!

Saturday, March 27, 2010

Snickerdoodle Fun


Snickerdoodle Duo (from Bakerella)
These were so much fun to make! It did take me all day (only because I had a my little cupcake to take care of), but it was well worth it! Here are the recipes if you're interested. Oh! And for the icing I used a vanilla buttercream, but the original recipe was a meringue. If you like meringues, go for it! =)

Snickerdoodles:
1 1/2 cups flour
1 teaspoon cream of tartar
1/2 teaspoon baking soda
1/4 teaspoon salt
4 tablespoons butter, room temp
1/4 cup shortening
3/4 cup sugar
1 egg
1/4 cup sugar
2 tablespoons cinnamon
Preheat oven to 375. Sift together first 4 ingredients. In separate bowl, cream sugar with shortening and butter. Add egg. Mix flour mixture with creamed mixture. (Oh, I use a wooden spoon when making cookies...just cuz.) In another bowl, mix sugar and cinnamon. Use about 1/2 tablespoon dough to achieve the correct size. Roll in cinnamon sugar. Bake for 8-8 1/2 minutes. Cool on wire rack.

Cupcakes:
1 1/2 cups flour
1 1/2 teaspoons baking powder
1/4 teaspoon salt
2 teaspoons cinnamon
1/2 cup butter, room temp
1 cup sugar
2 eggs, room temp
1 teaspoon vanilla
3/4 cup milk, room temp
Preheat oven to 350. Line cupcake tray with liners. Sift together first 4 ingredients. In separate bowl, cream butter and sugar for about 2 minutes on low speed. Add eggs in one at a time. Add vanilla. Add flour mixture in 4 parts to creamed mixture. With two of these parts, alternate adding with milk. Fill cupcake liners to about 3/4 full. Bake for 15-20 minutes. Remove cupcakes from trays and let cool.

Oh! And to decorate! Pipe! haha...and sprinkle the top with your leftover cinnamon sugar! =D