Tuesday, April 10, 2012

A Paper I Wrote...

Moral Problems with the Death Penalty in the Military -
Specifically in the Case of Robert Bales

Staff Sergeant Robert Bales is currently on trial and may receive the death penalty for his crime. Bales is accused of going into an Afghan village in the middle of the night, breaking into homes and opening fire on the families inside the homes. He is charged with killing four women and nine children. He is accused of setting them on fire after killing them. Bales supposedly surrendered to coalition services after this event happened. Now he states that he cannot remember the time during killings. He can only recall events before and after. Staff Sergeant Bales should not receive the death sentence, even if proven guilty, as Bales is not entirely to blame for his actions.

            A United States Code of Crimes and Criminal Procedure, in reference to war crimes, seems solid, but it does not give room for the circumstances of Robert Bales' situation. Section 2441 of War Crimes says: "(a) Offense - Whoever, whether inside or outside the United States, commits a war crime, in any of the circumstances described in subsection (b), shall be fined under this title or imprisoned for life or any term of years, or both, and if death results to the victim, shall also be subject to the penalty of death...the person committing such war crime or the victim of such war crime is a member of the Armed Forces of the United States...willfully kills or causes serious injury to civilians" (Find Law, 2012). He is a physically injured man who was driven insane by these injuries and the war. If the military had not sent him back in his condition, this never would have happened.

            Although Staff Sergeant Bales faces six counts of attempted murder and six counts of assault, he should not be sentenced to death because he is trained to kill. The U.S. puts a common man in this position and a common man has a resistance to killing. In his book, On Killing, Lt. Col. Dave Grossman discusses the psychological cost of soldiers being conditioned to kill. He says, "There can be no doubt that this resistance to killing one's fellow man is there...It is there, it is strong..." (Grossman, 1995). All soldiers are trained to kill. The United States military puts them into a war zone, and before doing so they teach them how to survive by killing. "The method used to train today's soldiers is nothing more than application of conditioning techniques to develop a reflexive 'quick shoot' ability" (Grossman, 1995). The soldiers train in foxholes using man-shaped targets at different ranges within a wooded terrain. Bales was conditioned to kill and he should not be held fully responsible to the point of death for lack of knowing when to hold back.

            Robert Bales was conditioned to kill and the United States needs to accept the responsibility for his lack of moral judgment. "We can, and have, conditioned soldiers to kill - they are eager and willing and trust our commands. But in doing so we have not made them capable of handling the moral and social burdens of these acts, and we have a moral responsibility to consider the long-term effects of our commands" (Grossman, 1995). The word morals is defined as "the embodiment or type of something" (Dictionary.com, 2012). Robert Bales simply embodied what he had become, a soldier trained to kill.

            Robert Bales was a great man before he became a soldier and that accounts to the military affecting the change in his demeanor. Bales joined the military to protect his family, friends and his country (Associated Press, 2012). This is why most soldiers join the military, for family and for freedom. Bales was described as a good man by friends in his home town of Norwood, Ohio. He comes from a large family. He has a family. His wife and two kids are in shock that these charges are placed against him. Karilyn, his wife, said that she and other family members reported that this is "completely out of character of the man I know and admire" (Associated Press, 2012). Even the court records show that Bales "had commendations for good conduct after four tours in Iraq" (Associated Press, 2012). There is no doubt that placing a common and cordial man in the midst of a warzone changes him.

            Staff Sergeant Bales was already on his fourth tour of duty and he believed he was done fighting when the military called him back for more and compromised his mental well-being. In the short story "The Things They Carried," author Tim O'Brien opens our minds as to how heavy the mental weight of war is on a soldier. The story says, "They carried all the emotional baggage of men who might die. Grief, terror, love, longing - these were the intangibles, but the intangibles had their own mass and specific gravity, they had tangible weight" (O'Brien, 1990). The weight of the emotion and the mental grief is heavier than any other weight a soldier carries. The emotional and mental damage that is done to a soldier at war cannot be argued.

             Robert Bales had previous injuries from another tour in Iraq that affected his mental state; the United States military should be held responsible for sending him back to war when they knew this was the case. Bales suffered a head injury and a foot injury. Bales did not expect to be sent back to war. He was in a healing process that the military interrupted when they called him into another tour.

            The United States Army has supposed high standards for keeping up on behavioral health, therefore they should have been able to diagnose and treat Bales for his health issue. Post traumatic stress disorder is common in many army soldiers. "PTSD is a condition where the war events...continue to affect a person...Symptoms of PTSD include nightmares, flashbacks, feeling revved up or irritable, feeling numb..." (Army Behavioral Health, 2010). This sounds very similar to how Robert Bales was feeling. On an Army Behavioral website they say that about one-third of soldiers returning home from war receive mental health care in the year that follows their return. 10-15% of those soldiers are at risk for post traumatic stress disorder (Army Behavioral Health, 2010). The Army healthcare providers are trained to diagnosis and treat these cases. The people who ran his post deployment health assessment clearly did not do a good assessment. They overlooked his condition.

            Robert Bales was said to have been drinking the evening that he went into the village and opened fire; this affected his instable state even further. The United States Army Behavior website says that, "Soldiers with PTSD symptoms may use alcohol to try to alleviate other symptoms. However, it only makes things worse" (Army Behavioral Health, 2010). Bales was already impaired. Alcohol increased the symptoms of his PTSD. This could be the cause of his blacking out during the times of the attack.

            The United States military allows soldiers with Post Traumatic Stress Disorder to serve more time at war allowing room for error such as this. On the Army Behavioral Health website it states, "...most soldiers diagnosed with PTSD are treated and can remain on active duty...Our intention is to return soldiers back to duty" (Army Behavioral Health, 2010). That statement is made about treated soldiers. The United States Army is desperate for people to serve and they pay no mind that the person may have suffered mentally or physically. Bales was so much worse off as a soldier left untreated and therefore the U.S. Army created room for this offense.

            Soldiers returning home from war are not treated as they should be for the PTSD. When I was communicating with a wife of an Active Duty Combat Engineer, who just returned from a tour in Afghanistan, she said, "...I do know that PTSD is a big issue and it's not fun for the soldier or the family - sometimes soldiers get pushed to the side..." (B. Cones, personal communication, March 28, 2012). She lives on Fort Stewart and she told me a story of a soldier who went into the hospital and held people at gun point because every time he would ask people to help him with his PTSD he was pushed away. "By no means am I saying what he did was right but he had severe PTSD and is now getting the treatment he needed to begin with..." (B. Cones, March 28, 2012). Without treatment of this disease drastic things will happen.

            Placing the death sentence on Staff Sergeant Robert Bales will do nothing for what the United States military helped to plant in him. Bales is in no way innocent. However, his crimes should be treated for what they are: mental instability. He should serve the time for this crime in an incarcerated mental facility. The United States needs to take a closer look at their post deployment health assessments. Military doctors and civilian doctors must take the time to serve those who have served them and their country to the extreme. The United States needs to accept responsibility for what they helped to create. "But if a society prepares a soldier to overcome his resistance to killing and places him in an environment in which he will kill, then that society has an obligation to deal forthrightly, intelligently, and morally with the result and its repercussions upon the soldier and the society" (Grossman, 1995). The U.S. military is in no way fully to blame for this. However, if the U.S. justice system makes Robert Bales take full responsibility for his crimes through capital punishment, then society needs to open their eyes to the moral issues that were the underlying cause of all his actions.





Works Cited




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Associated Press. "Afghan Killings Suspect Recalls Little of Incident; Owed $1.5 Million for Securities Fraud." 20 March 2012. Fox News.com.




O'Brien, Tim. "The Things They Carried." New York: Houghton Mifflin, 1990.



Grossman, Lt. Col. Dave. On Killing - The Psychological Cost of Learning to Kill in War and Society. New York: Hachette Book Group, 1995.



U.S. Army Medical Department Army Behavioral Health. Office of the Army Surgeon General, Public Affairs, and Directorate of Information Management, Fort Detrick, Md.

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Martinez, Luis. "Sgt. Robert Bales Officially Charged for Afghan Massacre."  23 March 2012. ABC News.com.

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Cones, Britt. Personal Interview. 28 March 2012.


(Hope you guys don't take too much offense. It was fun to write. I felt like I was his lawyer, fighting his case. I have a feeling I should get a pretty good grade on this one =)

Friday, January 27, 2012

My Troubles...

It's not that I think I'm dying of cancer. It's not that I think I feel worse than them. But I do feel horrible. And I do sometimes feels like I could be dying. I'd say about 75% of the time, my stomach hurts. I don't want to eat anything (although I do). Because I know that if I eat anything (even good things like bananas, rice, boneless skinless chicken breasts, applesauce, a pb sandwich), it's going to affect me. There is NOTHING that doesn't come straight back out. I know this is gross, so don't read if you don't want. But I just have diarrea all the time. This is NOT normal. I should be able to eat something. I should have some relief at some point. But I don't. I was good when I was pregnant/breastfeeding but that's because you have like super human health during that time. But since November of this year, I haven't had one normal bowel movement. So I need to cry it out sometimes. And I do, quite frequently. You say, "Go to a doctor." I would've sooner but I didn't have insurance until this month and it's not even real insurance. You say, "Go now." I can't get an appt until March for just a primary visit. In the past they did all kinds of tests and couldn't find anything. But there has to be SOMETHING going on here. I'm not throwing up, I'm not bleeding. I do bruise easily. I do have diarrea every night. I am only 92lbs. I was 98lbs in November. I was 100lbs at the beginning of the year. And to tell you the truth, 105lbs is really the biggest I've been since I was pregnant. It does ruin my life. It does run my life. I would rather just be with Jesus in heaven at this point, seriously though. And I know it sounds like I'm quitting, but I'm not. I just have no idea what to do anymore. I sit here crying. My daughter comes up to me and says, "Okay?" I have to say, "yes." Because the one time I said "no, not okay" to her, she started crying too. This is just no way to live...

Sunday, January 15, 2012

Tracts for Ministry


Well, I have yet to get one response from anybody about my new ministry mentioned last week. I'm not giving up on this ministry though. Here ^^ are the tracts I ordered. I got them in the mail yesterday. 50 tracts. This doesn't go far in a public setting but it will go far door-to-door. I haven't quite decided what I want to start with yet. It's difficult to start when I have no volunteers. This saddens me slightly.

(Refer to post from January 8th to get more details on how to help!) 

A few thoughts I jotted down from my pastor's message today:
Proverbs 29:18a "Where there is no vision, the people perish."
"You have a chance to change eternity." What are you going to do about it?
On how it feels to share about Jesus..."It's like faith on steroids."
"It's never too late to become the person God wants you to be."
The ones that spoke to me most..."Dream a big dream. Pray a big prayer...achieve it!" and "Are we praying big, hairy, audacious prayers; or are we being cliche?" 
I have a vision. I have a chance to change eternity. I love the "high" I get just thinking about sharing my faith let alone actually doing it. I'm going to become the person God wants me to be. I've dreamed big; I'm praying big, hairy, audacious prayers. Now, I need to achieve it. And I still need help...

Sunday, January 8, 2012

Door-to-Door Ministry

I know it sounds oh-so-scary (I'm shaky just thinking about it and writing this), but we have the power. We have God's power. We have the Holy Spirit. I know Albuquerque is a somewhat ghetto and freaky place, but...they need Jesus too! For a few months now I have been talking about wanting to start this and I finally will. Once again, this is not in conjunction with my church. This is in conjunction with Christ. All my friends, from any church, are welcome. I am not doing this to get more people to come to Sagebrush (although I do love my church), but rather to tell people there is a heaven and there is a hell. If they were to die today, they will go to one or the other. Which one will they choose?
This verse spoke to me so much that it pushed me to finally do this:
2 Timothy 3:1-5a "But mark this: There will be terrible times in the last days. People will be lovers of themselves, lovers of money, boastful, proud, abusive, disobedient to their parents, ungrateful, unholy, without love, unforgiving, slanderous, without self-control, brutal, not lovers of the good, treacherous, rash, conceited, lovers of pleasure rather than lovers of God - having a form of godliness but denying it's power. The last part spoke to me most. Why would I want to deny the power God has put in me?
Mark 10:21b " 'One thing you lack', He said. 'Go sell everything you have and give to the poor, and you will have treasure in heaven. Then come, follow me.'"
Is Jesus really asking too much as He did die for you and me? No...I don't think so.
I want to follow God with wreckless abandonment like the disciples did. I want to be extraordinary with God rather than ordinary without Him.
I want to have resolve. Who else wants that? I need help. I can't do it alone. I mean...I really can't.

I've ordered 50 tracts about salvation to get the ball rolling. I will print out a Google map of the area I want to start in.
It will be Friday nights at 6pm. For 1 hour a week.
I would like to start this ASAP, but it will take about 1-2 weeks before the tracts come in. If you're interested, FB me. Or email me at kveronica86@yahoo.com. Or call/text me at 505-615-9543. Or post a comment on this blog.

Tuesday, January 3, 2012

Definitely Long Time No Blog

I guess the only thing there is to say...A lot has changed in life. Everyone knows I'm a stay at home mom right now. I'm struggling with it. I honestly admire the mom who stays at home and truly just loves it to death. This is the hardest job I have ever had. I'm actually going to be going back to work soon though, Lord willing. Not because I don't absolutely love my daughter but for other reasons. 1. I love having a job. It means interaction with other adults. 2. Autumn needs interactions with kids. I try to have baby dates but it just doesn't happen often enough for her. 3. Bills...need I say more? and 4. We want to buy a house this summer.
In other news, I started another blog, which hopefully I will be able to keep up with a lot more than this one. I used to be better. I'll try harder ;o)
Here's a cute little pic of Autumn (in case you don't have Facebook and see the pictures I upload all the time on there)....
Isn't she a doll?!

Thursday, August 18, 2011

Stay at Home/Working Mommy

I just love it! I missed my little one so much! So Brent and I decided to share the work load. I work Monday, Friday and Saturday now.
I love watching my little one grow! It's amazing to see how much they can learn in just a few weeks. She is getting so BIG! I can't believe my 4lb. 4oz. girl is now 20lb! Ack...so killing me here. And with the growth come the 'tude. You other moms know what I'm talking about. The scream every time she doesn't get her way or throwing food 'tude. She is such a fiery, little red head already! She has such a big personality. I can't wait to see where it takes us.
Brent's school is going great. Just a few years left. Oh, I really can't wait till he's done. It's hard on him and hard on the family really. Less snuggle time together...sad. =( But this is making our lives so much better for the future.
I've been with First Financial Credit Union for a year now. I still love it! I have such an amazing boss and so many friends there. Seriously, I could see myself there for a long time. Yes, my dream is to be a stay-at-home mommy, but I'll probably keep on working through the kinder years.
As for the question people seem to be asking me more and more lately, no kids in the immediate future. We're not talking kids for at least another year. Ack...Autumn is still a BABY for crying out loud. It makes me sad when people ask when I'm having another baby. I still have a baby. =)

Sunday, July 10, 2011

Working/Stay at Home


Hooray for this! I will no longer be a full-time working mom. Only part-time. Getting closer to living the dream of a full-time stay at home mom. Hooray! I know all you mothers out there understand my hoorah. Only because yes, we get annoyed with our kids when we are with them 24/7 but is there truly any better place to be? Honestly? ...nope, didn't think so. My husband is such a great man. He is really understanding of Autumn's needs as well as my own. She needs her mommy. Seriously though...let me tell you...the minute I walk in the door from work, she will no longer accept daddy's arms. It's mommy only. And she starts clapping, blowing me kisses and giving me big grins as soon as she sees me. It makes my heart jump and at the same time breaks it because I know I'm missing out on her joyful expressions for about 7-8 hours of the day!
Anyways...
Brent started another semester in school. He has one year down and about 3 more to go. You go, baby! I'm very proud of him because I know how difficult it is. Then again, if I could go back to school, I would. I miss it. What would I study you ask? I would go for Family Studies, Early Childhood Development.
Okay, above is an updated pic of Autumn in case you don't have Facebook and don't see all the amazing pictures I put up, haha.