Saturday, October 17, 2009

First Half Baking 2 Finals

My first half practical final went great! Everything turned out so fabulously! I love to hear praises from someone's mouth about how good it tastes. Okay, so I have a pride issue here. When God gives a gift, why can't you get a little blessing when someone says, "This is really good!"? I think you can. It's called God-confidence! haha. My teacher was suprised that I was the calmest person in the class during finals. I just don't stress out when it comes to the baking aspect of finals. The written test on the other hand... Anyways, she said I was the calmest one in the class and that's funny because I'm pregnant. My trick: sing. Whether out loud (silently...lol) or in your head, don't let yourself get distracted by other people. If I were baking this much at home (for a Christmas party or something), I would definately have some Michael Buble or Harry Connick Jr. playing in the background. It keeps me upbeat, singing, and on my toes...sometimes dancing around the kitchen. I love what I do. As I said before, the written test on the otherhand...I'm scared about. We'll see how I do.

Brent has been looking for another job for about a month now. Not that he's totally dissatisfied where he's at, but he has NO benefits whatsoever. This is something that annoys me beyond all belief. I totally support him for trying to move on, especially since he could use the insurance. Our little baby could use the insurance too. The most recent application was put in yesterday at T-Mobile's call center. He has supervisor call center experience. He passed the tests too. He is so driven that I know he could get this one! Pray with me that he does. He really deserves it.


Note: Grilled cheese sandwiches are yummy, but when the restaurant smothers the pan and the bread with butter...not as yummy. There is a perfect amount of butter for a grilled cheese sandwich...and that was not it.

Monday, September 21, 2009

Headaches & Backaches

Not trying to complain too much but sheesh! These headaches I have are a killer. They go right along with the backaches. Why does everyone warn you about the morning sickness? Or they focus on the morning sickness aspect...but they never tell you about how you'll feel like you have a sinus flu all the time? I know I'm not the only one feeling it. My cousin is going through it too.

I guess the thing is that a lot of mothers forget about how they feel during pregnancy once the baby comes. I really pray this is the truth! lol...

Friday, September 11, 2009

Maternity Shopping...mini Adventure

I went maternity shopping today. I just had to! All my pants are too tight. I was wearing them unbuttoned and unzipped. Well, I went to my favorite thrift store in town and was just trying normal jeans. Okay, it made me feel so...frustrated! They were perfect in the waist but short, big, and anything but what I need. I did end up finding a maternity shirt which was only $3.99. Yay! It was cute too! All the pants in the maternity section of the thrift store...well, they were not size small. So I decided to move onto the Motherhood store in the mall. After trying on about 8 pairs of pants, I found the ones I needed. Yay! But they were $29.99. I was looking for a better deal, but go figure...I found the expensive ones. They were not, however, the most expensive in the store. I LOVED looking at all the different cardigans they have. (I'm a sucker for a lovely cardigan!) But, my budget didn't allow for more than what I got. So, maybe in a couple weeks I can convince Brent to go with me and see how cute and comfy it is! lol!
While on this shopping adventure...I ate too much candy from the Sweet Factory. I just felt the need to confess. He he he...

My best friend Maria is in the hospital having her baby right now. Little Sebastian was supposed to come on Sunday, but he didn't. Well, sometimes babies just aren't ready when we are. I'll probably be heading over there later tonight or tomorrow, depending on when she calls and says she needs me or when the baby is born. I'm so excited for her! It seems like she's been pregnant forever! lol...well, I guess it feels like that for her too. =)

Tuesday, September 8, 2009

New Post...finally

Ah! My last blog was awhile ago. Since then, as I'm sure you all know, Brent and I found out we're pregnant. I'm now 14 weeks. Exciting! I'm praying that my energy keeps up with me as I go to class all day long! My baking lab is 5 1/2 hours. It's been hard on my back and legs to just stand there all day, but I'm sure I'll get used to it. I find myself wanting to be very lazy. I like just staying home and reading, cleaning, cooking, or my new hobby...crocheting. But, it's my last semester for my Baking Certificate! yay! I have been thinking about possibly going back to school after the baby comes. I just don't know if I can bring my lazy bum to do it. We'll see...

Monday, May 18, 2009

Baking Lab, An Answer to Prayers

Sorry this post was such a long time in coming. I have no excuses that are excusable!

God answers prayer! You have to be patient sometimes but He does. I wanted to get into the Baking Labs so bad this semester. When I went to register for classes, the labs were already a closed course. I was planning to take a totally different class. I didn't really mind. I was still checking every week to see if the class had opened up...no. I just had to be patient and trust that God knew better things about my schedule then I did.

I started having coffeebook time with God, an idea given to me in a book called "You're Late Again, Lord." Just sitting outside, having a nice cup of iced coffee with my Lord. I was writing in my coffeebook (it's like a prayer journal) to God for about 2 hours or so. I'm going to share some of my conversation...

Deuteronomy 31:8 "The Lord Himself goes before you and will be with you; he will never leave you nor forsake you. Do not be afraid. Do not be discouraged."

In coffeebook: I have no need to be discouraged. You go before every step I take. It reminds me of the footprints poem. You not only go before me, but when I'm feeling low, you carry me. ...You are big enough to hear and answer all prayers. What a mighty God! ...I still want patience from You, Lord. I know this is definately one of my problem areas. I know I don't pass most of the tests you send my way. So, send me more please! ...You have been putting a dream in my heart. I pray for courage. I know your plans for us are 10 times better than what we have planned for ourselves. Just help us to surrender to them. Is it a copout to say "help us" instead of "we do"? I DO surrender my future and my husband's future to you. There! No more copouts. Just a true surrender.

That coffeebook time took place the morning God opened the door for me to get into the Baking Lab. Praise God! Doesn't He work in such facinating ways? I don't really care that my issue was trivial compared to other people's problems. I wanted to talk to my Best Friend about it. As I said before, God is big enough to hear and answer ALL prayers, no matter how insignificant or huge they seem. Just have patience and truly surrender to Him.

Friday, April 17, 2009

TVs & Lessons Learned


I can't believe it snowed...can you believe it? April 17th and Albuquerque gets snow. I find it absolutely gorgeous!!! I would probably love it if the heater in our house wasn't broken.


Yesterday Brent put our taxes to good use and bought us a 37" LG flat screen TV. Yes, we're excited. You see, we could live with our tube TV but the color is literally going out in some spots because it is old. It's purplish in the right top hand corner. So it was a blessing from God that we could get a new TV. And a new entertainment center or TV stand, whichever, will be coming with it. Yay! Because it will match our brown furniture!!! haha...I know, I'm silly. It's not important whether it matches, but I like the fact that it will.


For anyone who doesn't know, or doesn't have Facebook and hasn't read my status updates. I got a new job. I think of it more as a career opportunity then a job though. I will soon be working at the Flying Star Cafe on Paseo and Wyoming. I say career opportunity because I am a culinary arts student, emphasis on baking, and a cafe is just where I want to be! I will start as a server and prayfully move up to baking!!! Yay! God is so good.

Before going to apply for the opportunity, I talked to Brent for about 45 minutes about how God has been teaching me about contentment in my daily devotionals. And patience too. I told Brent, and God, I am totally content at JCPenneys, no matter how much patience I'll have to practice. Brent said that it would be a good idea to still apply, not expecting it to happen but not expecting it not to happen. And it happened! Lesson learned: BE CONTENT! God knows what the desires of your heart are. He hears your every plea. But until you learn to be still and know that He is God, He might decide to teach you a thing or two. Also, God knows your needs and your wants. He will supply needs first, wants second. It might be hard to accept, but once you do, He blesses.


Saturday, April 11, 2009

Beautiful Creator

God's creation is just so beautiful. I can't get over it! Even though I live in a desert, it's still beautiful! I mean, this flower was the pop of color that God added to this dry, dead area. Yellow...a very happy color. And I was very happy when I saw this beautiful flower. I had to capture it on camera! But it wasn't the only thought that passed through my mind when I saw it. I had to think of the Creator again! God is so great! His creation is awesome, but how much more awesome is He! Some people get too caught up in praising the creation instead of the Creator. So I wanted to take a minute to praise the Creator!
How great and beautiful God's creation is...God is better! He is more beautiful and wonderful than all creation!
Psalm 8
"O Lord our Lord, how excellent is they name in all the earth! who hast set thy glory above the heavens. Out of the mouth of babes and sucklings hast thou ordained strength because of thine enemies, that thou mightest still the enemy and the avenger. When I consider thy heavens, the work of thy fingers, the moon and the stars, which thou hast ordained; What is man that thou art mindful of him? and the son of man that thou visitest him? For thou hast made him a little lower than the angels, and hast crowned him with glory and honor. Thou madest him to have dominion over the works of thy hands; thou hast put all things under his feet: All sheep and oxen, yea, and the beasts of the field; The fowl of the air and the fish of the sea, and whatsover passeth through the paths of the seas. O Lord our Lord, how excellent is they name in all the earth!"

Sunday, April 5, 2009

My Birthday


I turned 23 this year and it was a fabulous birthday!

I woke to a bouquet of daisies, my favorite flower! My husband had them sitting on the kitchen counter waiting for me. He knows where I will be heading first when I wake up, obviously. I decided to bake myself something tasty for breakfast so I made Raspberry Cream Rolls. So yummy! And I know some people might be thinking, "Isn't your birthday supposed to be a break for you?" But trust me, there is nothing I love to do more than bake! It was totally relaxing!

After eating breakfast, I decided I wanted to pamper myself a little more. =) I went to the salon to get my hair done. It was fun! New age, new cut.

Once I was all ready to truly begin my day, Brent took me to see Bride Wars. What a man! He's the only man I know who would take their wife to see that movie! lol. Towards the end of the movie he was playing with his wedding band. It is kinda big and it fell off his hand. oh no! I could hear it roll pretty far. I was worried someone would steal it. I know...I shouldn't assume such horrible things about people, but I can't help it! After the movie was over, a couple ladies, Brent and I started searching for it and we were successful! yay! The movie was funny, by the way.

After the movie, we met up with a few friends (Lindsey, Melissa and Dustin). We ate at St. Clair's Winery and Bistro. Brent had been teasing about something I asked for last year for my birthday. I couldn't remember. He left the table at one point but I was distracted by my friends. He came back with a single white rose. So beautiful! Dinner was so much fun! The food was great. And there was live jazz music so I was completely satisfied.


All in all, it was a great birthday. One of the best! yay!

Friday, March 13, 2009

Choosing the Unknown

“The Road Not Taken” is one of Robert Frost’s most well-known poems. Frost was awarded four Pulitzer Prizes for his poetry. He was known for using images as a pastor would in his sermons to his congregation. “The Road Not Taken” is a powerful poem about life. Sometimes life hands us different options. It is our choice which road to travel. Sometimes life seems easier if you take the path that many other people have taken, but sometimes, an unknown path is the most exciting one. Although an unknown path may be difficult to choose, it makes you stand out among the crowds.

At the beginning of the poem, the author uses the image of a fork in the road: “Two roads diverged in a yellow wood.” This is a familiar analogy to most people. One might have a decision to make in life, like a decision about an important job offer. It is considered to be a fork in the road of life. You have to make a huge decision. Many times you might wish the decision simpler because it would be nice to be able to travel both roads. “And sorry I could not travel both” is the author’s way of saying that he would enjoy taking both roads, but he simply cannot take them both. He is only “one traveler” not two. He cannot travel both paths.

The man in the poem stood there for awhile and “looked down one as far as I could/To where it bent in the undergrowth.” He is trying to see what might be ahead. He is straining to see where the road might take him; the road bends and he cannot see the end. You will not always know the end result. Life has twists and turns that make it difficult to see what is in front of you.

When the author says, “Then took the other, as just as fair,” it means that both roads were reasonable roads to be taken but then he says, “And having perhaps the better claim/Because it was grassy and wanted wear.” It seems as though he is still debating in his thoughts whether this road was the road he was supposed to take or not. At first he says the roads are the same; then this one is better. Now the roads are the same again: “Though as for that the passing there/Had worn them really about the same.” He is having a difficult time. By the end of the poem, we know he had taken the road “less traveled by” which means that he is not taking the path that everyone takes. He is not following the crowd.

The day he was deciding which path to take, nobody else had been down the roads. There was no sign of anyone traveling either road. “And both that morning equally lay/In leaves no step had trodden black.” This is an image of him being alone in this decision making process. It is easier to have a friend by you when making a life-altering choice. Yet sometimes, you must choose the path alone.

In the poem, both the paths are sitting there, waiting for a traveler to walk down them. The author makes his decision: “Oh, I kept the first for another day!” With his use of punctuation here it seems as though he is in distress over the choice he made. The next couple of lines of the poem tells us why he is so distressed when he says, “Yet knowing how way leads on to way,/I doubted if I should ever come back.” This also paints the image in our heads of once a path is taken, you cannot go back and choose again. You have just one chance to make the decision of which path to travel. Once that decision is made, there is no turning back. Unfortunately, there is no rewind button in life. There is also no fast-forward button to see the end results.

“I shall be telling this with a sigh/Somewhere ages and ages hence.” I believe the author’s sigh is a sigh of satisfaction. I do not think that he is upset that he chose a path that many other people would be afraid to choose. The fact that he said, “Somewhere ages and ages hence” is somewhat funny. Years later, the author is still communicating with us about his decision with no regrets.
How many people can truly say they have lived their life with no regrets? I am sure the author does not mean this entirely. Although, with my interpretation of the poem, the author had a very important decision to make and he made it. His decision seems to be a very difficult one. By choosing the pathway he chose, he stood out among the crowd. Standing out in a crowd is difficult in the current day and age we live in. I am sure standing out was quite difficult back then too. The path was probably one that the average person would not choose. Yet by choosing it, he says, “And that has made all the difference.”

Does it take effort in our society to stand out and make a difference? I believe that depends on who you are, but most of us would say yes. It seems like our whole lives revolve around being part of the “in crowd” or “popular.” As a young child, we wanted all the toys our friends had. We wanted them simply because that was what our friends had. We decided to ask our parents if we could have the toy. This was the path we chose as little children.

As a teenager, we always heard of peer pressure. We had to handle problems such as smoking, drinking, drugs, and sex. How we handled these issues as a teenager would later affect our whole life. These decisions were quite a bit different than the choices we made as young children. They were more important than the trivial decision to ask our parents for a toy we wanted. These decisions are an example of how going against the crowd might be a little bit difficult.
As an adult, we may have to make choices similar to that of our young adulthood. Besides those decisions, some others might be marriage, children, and job offers, as I mentioned earlier. These decisions are difficult ones. For example, the more acceptable choice might be marriage, children, and to be a doctor for life; but what if someone does not want to be a doctor but dreams of being a fast-food manager? It may not be what the other adults are doing, but it was this person’s choice. He chose to take a path that some might think crazy.

Sometimes life’s decisions are complicated. At times, you might feel like you are making the wrong choice. A friend once told me that life is like a cruise. You are on this huge ship. This cruise ship has many events that you could attend. It has many attractions. You could go dancing, swim, play golf, play poker, and many other things. Yet no matter what you do, the ship will still dock at the destination it had in mind when it set sail. You playing poker instead of golf will not change the destination of the cruise ship. Unless you jump off of the cruise ship, there is no way to escape where that ship is going. Life is like a cruise ship. You could call it fate. You could call it destiny. Whatever it is, picking one road over another will still lead you to your destiny.
Making these tricky and intricate choices is part of life. Hopefully, in the end, we can be as blessed as the author was. He was able to say, “That has made all the difference” without an ounce of regret. Let us choose our path and not look back. Let us live a life of no regrets.

Note to readers:
I wrote this for a writing class this semester. When it copied into this, some paragraphs ended up together. Sorry about that. But it was an A paper. Praise God! haha!

Wednesday, February 25, 2009

Itchy!

I had a severe allergic reaction to some laundry detergent I tried. It stinks. I went to the doctor because it looked worse than hives. They really itch and they are totally disgusting looking. I'm so ashamed! I am wearing long sleeves in this insanely nice weather because I am so embarrased. The thing is...I don't think the doctor knew what she was talking about. What if it's more than an allergic reaction? That's disturbing. It's been on my arms and legs for over 2 weeks! Should I go to the doctor again? Any advice?

Friday, February 20, 2009

The Spirit Warns

Today we shall veer to the side of our normal verse by verse (mostly) study of the weekly chapter the Lord places upon my heart to a more personal grief stricken story. Now, for those who do not wish to hear how God bluntly warned me before I committed fornication, please stop reading. For the rest of you, I pray that your faith may increase, for despite our deaf ears, God speaks quite loudly.

Our story begins in 2001 near the events of 9/11. I was working at a drycleaners, namely Comet Cleaners, and decided to take a year off before attempting college (that year is almost over, 7 years later.) Being more punctual than some, I took the position of store manager for a time, and proudly boasted about how I was the youngest manager to ever grace the Comet scene (apparently I am still proud of this, for that sentence was quite easy to write.)
Shortly after this promotion, I noticed the folly of my actions. You are probably hoping I decided to go to school immediately. 18 year old me would never think such a thing! Instead I figured through a couple math problems (my teacher was right) that I would actually make more money as an assistant manager, hourly, than receiving my current salary. So I stepped down to an older more familiar (and prosperous) role. 1Ti 6:10 for the love of money is a root of all sorts of evil and some by longing for it have wandered away from the faith and pierced themselves with many griefs.

At this time in my life I would attend Sunday church with my recently dusted off bible in hand. Throughout the rest of the week my buddies and I would nightly try to acquire beer or weed. This quest, as we would often call it, led me to a girl at work, who being 22, had the lawful and unlawful connections I was looking for. Through this and that favor, and the simple lack of many other women around, we began dating.
We were definitely not meant for each other, but being employed at the same place gave us a conversation that could always fall back on complaints about the boss, pay, uniforms etc. A couple weeks went by and the pressure from friends and self screamed of relationship progression. “Stay the night”and “I’ll teach you,” she would say. Yet, the Christian background I was raised with desperately tried to hold on. “Not until marriage for me” and “a kiss should satisfy,” was my rebuttle. My responses were quite the joke around work and the social circle.
A month or two passed, and thanks to the company I held, I began reading books on sex and was beginning to believe it was time for me to grow up (if I only knew what that really meant.) Each day she would say “Come lay over here” or “let’s take a nap.” Sometimes I did, sometimes I didn’t, but due to mostly fear of the unknown at this point, a virgin I was still.

One day when I was home alone from work (I lived with my high school buddy,) I was sulking in my room. I had that deep emptiness due to broken fellowship with God and was weeping. In my cd player was the only Christian music I owned (which I subsequently had stolen from k-mart,) Third Day: Offerings. Your Love oh Lord was the song I would play 3-4 times every week I cried. This day I somehow decided to find my bible and do the old flip and point scripture reading. Genesis 39 was the chapter my finger pointed to, so I read:

Gen 39:1 Now Joseph had been taken down to Egypt; and Potiphar, an Egyptian officer of Pharaoh, the captain of the bodyguard, bought him from the Ishmaelites, who had taken him down there.
Gen 39:2 The LORD was with Joseph, so he became a successful man. And he was in the house of his master, the Egyptian.
Gen 39:3 Now his master saw that the LORD was with him and how the LORD caused all that he did to prosper in his hand.
Gen 39:4 So Joseph found favor in his sight and became his personal servant; and he made him overseer over his house, and all that he owned he put in his charge.
Gen 39:5 It came about that from the time he made him overseer in his house and over all that he owned, the LORD blessed the Egyptian's house on account of Joseph; thus the LORD'S blessing was upon all that he owned, in the house and in the field.
Gen 39:6 So he left everything he owned in Joseph's charge; and with him there he did not concern himself with anything except the food which he ate. Now Joseph was handsome in form and appearance.
Gen 39:7 It came about after these events that his master's wife looked with desire at Joseph, and she said, "Lie with me."
Gen 39:8 But he refused and said to his master's wife, "Behold, with me here, my master does not concern himself with anything in the house, and he has put all that he owns in my charge.
Gen 39:9 "There is no one greater in this house than I, and he has withheld nothing from me except you, because you are his wife. How then could I do this great evil and sin against God?"
Gen 39:10 As she spoke to Joseph day after day, he did not listen to her to lie beside her or be with her.
Gen 39:11 Now it happened one day that he went into the house to do his work, and none of the men of the household was there inside.
Gen 39:12 She caught him by his garment, saying, "Lie with me!" And he left his garment in her hand and fled, and went outside.
Gen 39:13 When she saw that he had left his garment in her hand and had fled outside,
Gen 39:14 she called to the men of her household and said to them, "See, he has brought in a Hebrew to us to make sport of us; he came in to me to lie with me, and I screamed.
Gen 39:15 "When he heard that I raised my voice and screamed, he left his garment beside me and fled and went outside."
Gen 39:16 So she left his garment beside her until his master came home.
Gen 39:17 Then she spoke to him with these words, "The Hebrew slave, whom you brought to us, came in to me to make sport of me;
Gen 39:18 and as I raised my voice and screamed, he left his garment beside me and fled outside."
Gen 39:19 Now when his master heard the words of his wife, which she spoke to him, saying, "This is what your slave did to me," his anger burned.
Gen 39:20 So Joseph's master took him and put him into the jail, the place where the king's prisoners were confined; and he was there in the jail.
Gen 39:21 But the LORD was with Joseph and extended kindness to him, and gave him favor in the sight of the chief jailer.
Gen 39:22 The chief jailer committed to Joseph's charge all the prisoners who were in the jail; so that whatever was done there, he was responsible for it.
Gen 39:23 The chief jailer did not supervise anything under Joseph's charge because the LORD was with him; and whatever he did, the LORD made to prosper.

When I had finished reading, I thought to myself: “This is just like that time she stole my shirt and I drove home without one.” Unfortunately, this was the last thought I gave to God’s obvious and almost audible warning. That same night I succumbed to that girl and she took the one thing I shall never get back. 3 weeks later I remembered this story and broke it off with her. I would like to say that I then turned to the Lord and prayed for forgiveness. But, it wasn’t until almost a year later that God in His grace used a mormon to debate my theology and in turn forced me to read the bible to prove this person wrong. Granted, I looked to the Word for all the wrong reasons, yet God used His truth to lead me back to Him.

The one act of my life that I have the most trouble accepting forgiveness for, God has turned into a wonderful story about His Hand being upon me even in my darkest times. God takes sexually immorality seriously, and even though I know I am forgiven, it haunts me still. And unfortunately, though my wife loves me dearly, she suffers from my past sin as well. I know she has forgiven me also, but, unlike the Lord, she does remember, and the hole which is burned in her heart from me being impure upon our marriage blocks the full fellowship God designed our wedlock to embrace.
Sometimes memories of past sins try to haunt us once again, but let us remember what God says in Isaiah 43:25 “I, even I, am the one who wipes out your transgressions for My own sake, and I will not remember your sins.” When guilt sets in and you go before God asking forgiveness for a sin a second time, He plainly says, “What sin? I don’t remember that.” For, “As far as the east is from the west, so far has He removed our transgressions from us.” Psalms 103:12.

My husband Brent wrote this. He writes weekly devotionals for our family and close friends. Later we talked about it. I cannot help but feel a tiny twinge of hurt and jealousy when I hear that he still thinks about that girl or that moment. It does hurt. I have nothing to be ashamed of being the virgin that I was until my husband. God's Word is very straight forward about sex being honorable within the marriage bed. And to all you young ladies and gentlemen out there who are still virgins, save yourself! It is the greatest and most precious thing you can do!

Tuesday, February 10, 2009

Ear Piercing and Dog Treats

I have only had one piercing on my body, my ears, since I was a baby. I wanted a new piercing, but I couldn't decide where. I've wanted my nose before, but what if boogers get stuck in it?! Eew...gross! I've considered my belly button, but I'm a little insecure of my tummy; if I want a baby soon, it will becoming out soon anyways. So I decided I wanted my upper left ear cartilage area pierced. And I did it! I was so scared when I first walked into the place to get it pierced but my adopted mom, Karen, came with me and got her ear pierced too to make it better. Ha! The lady asked if I wanted a count down or just go. Just go! And it wasn't so bad! But it is a little sore now. So I hope that soreness gets better soon.

I stopped by the dollar store today. I am addicted to the dollar store! Especially the Dollar General on Wyoming and Indian School. It's awesome! I got some Valentine's Day cards for people at work, some Valentine's candies, and treats for my dog...
I have no idea why I decided to be so nice to my dog. She didn't really deserve a treat. Yesterday I gave her some bacon from my breakfast and when I turned my back she had got into my trash can for the bacon wrapper! In the process of getting into the trash, she knocked it all over, including lettuce and coffee beans. Ugh! But I still love her. And that is why she got the treats today...because my relationship with my dog is a love/hate relationship.

Wednesday, February 4, 2009

My Family

At the moment, my family is my husband Brent, my dog Sadie, and me. Although it may be a small family, it's the greatest family a girl could ask for. We are proud to announce that we are not not trying to have a baby. If God wills, then it will happen, but we are taking no precautions. Honestly, I cannot help but pray that God blesses us soon! Brent and I have been married for 10 months now, 11 months on the 22nd.

My husband is currently working at a dry cleaners. I am so happy that he recently made a decision to go back to school and study to be a Pharmacy Technician. Yay! I am working at JCPenney, selling fabulous shoes. Please, if you need shoes, come visit me. I'll hook you up! I am also a student. I love baking and so I am going to school to get my baking certificate first, and then possibly a culinary arts degree. With that, I hope to open my own bakery and coffee shop. It would be so much fun!

My dog Sadie? Well, she is five. I got her right before Brent and I got married. She is such an animated crazy dog! She is a jack russell terrior mix. We got her at the city shelter. I think everyone should own a dog. They are great friends! They always listen to you when you talk to them. They hang on your every word! Especially if you are rubbing their tummy at the same time. Sadie is my little bundle of joy...although, there are moments when it is a love/hate relationship.

I talk way too much. I think I will leave my first post at this:

Sonnet 130 by William Shakespeare
My mistress' eyes are nothing like the sun;
Coral is far more red than her lips' red;
If snow be white, why then her breasts are dun;
If hairs be wires, black wires grow on her head.
I have seen roses damasked, red and white,
But no such roses see I in her cheeks;
And in some perfumes there is more delight
Than in the breath that from my mistress reeks.
I love to hear her speak, yet well I know
That music hath a far more pleasing sound;
I grant I never saw a goddess go;
My mistress, when she walks, treads on the ground.
And yet, by heaven, I think my love as rare
As any she belied with false compare.

Question: are love and lust mutually exclusive to Shakespeare, according to this poem?